Time has no definition. It is passing no matter what. Sometimes we think it passes slower, sometimes it disappears in moments. It is all an illusion. Everyday we create illusions , we follow dreams, but we never know what will happen tomorrow. Now life is challenging me, and its getting very hard for me to move forward. I feel like I'm not in the right place, I feel like i need to do something . But its very hard for me to realize what i do need to do. My mind is full of memories and they fill my heart with pain, when i understand i can't get my past back.
I moved in a place that may seem like paradise to others, it is very beautiful. I left behind all my friends, my family, and made a decision to start over here. It's been a month. A month here changed me a lot. Im not surrounded by people i know or i care. Everything is new and this seems like a tuff challenge for me. For a long time i was wondering how would it be in a place where nobody knows me, nobody cares, and i will have plenty of time to spend with myself.Now, i know how is it,really painful.Loneliness follows me all the time, this is not the place where i belong. But where is that place? When will i find it? Happiness why are you hiding from me?
